IT’S AGONY FOR ME WHICH SEEMED FUN FOR YOU

Some people are willing to betray years of friendship just to get a little bit of spot light and fun, this is what I learnt. As it’s no less than my own case where a fifteen year old was entangled and trapped miserably to live up in a situation of anxiety or apprehension. The situation was such that I had to live in the anticipation of fear and anger. And it was all triggered by jealousy and hatred for me.

Ultimately, the whole event directed me to a painful suffering caused by my own so called best friends which I realised soon. Besides, the number of depressed days, sleepless nights I had with them on a bed partially drenched with my ever rolling tears which still drives me out crazy sometimes even today.

Reminiscing all those darkest days of my life, I used to long only to be alone which seemed better that time. I was thinking being with myself only will add up a beauty in my life to drive my sufferings away and make my night time better.

I had one assurance in my heart that ‘God will never allow pain without a purpose for His children’. And He definitely taught me an unforgettable lesson. A lesson to be alone for the purpose for which I am created. Being alone to prevent me from falling into such a bad company again. In fact what I believe now is, “its better to have an enemy who slaps you at the face than a friend who stabs you at the back.”

Besides all these, the happiest and the prosperous me now feels as if God refunded me back everything with a beautiful cherishable family that I could ever have when I returned back to my home. I got back all that seemed so distant for sometime.

However, something that my mind wonders is, “blowing out someone else’s candle does not make yours shine any brighter”, and that’s what our nature preaches and our life teaches.

No matter how long does it take, when God works, it’s always worth the wait.